Factory Girl Sienna Miller will appear in the new issue of Life Magazine, and the actress finally dishes on how she was affected by the cheating of ex-BF Jude Law.

“What makes me sad [is] that there was a loss of innocence on my part. I was blinded by being a romantic person. I sort of feel like, ‘What if I never love that vulnerably and that openly again?’ But I feel like I’m really strong. I feel like I grew up,” says Si Si.

The twenty-five year old star is also looking forward to starting a family:

“I can’t wait,” she says. “In a world where you’re encouraged to have your universe revolve around yourself, suddenly it doesn’t. I know I want that because I have way too much love to give. If I have a child, it can all go there. Life, I think, will suddenly make sense.”

The actress also talks about her idea of the ideal date:

“…A little restaurant where you don’t order, the chef just brings out whatever they’ve got. Then maybe go see some music. Or go dancing. I’ve yet to have it, so I guess I’ll let you know.”