Miss USA Tara Connor will confess to snorting cocaine in her Thursday morning interview with Matt Lauer on the Today Show.

“I have done cocaine, yeah.” She also admits taking antidepressants and other drugs that triggered an allergic reaction.

“I’ve tried several different things. But, you know, it’s always the same effect,” she says. “The more that I get it off my chest, the better I feel about myself. It’s not healthy for my recovery to sit here and hold things back.”