Gwyneth Paltrow was “devastated” the first time she met her favorite rock star Courtney Love because the illiterate Hole singer was “really horrible” to her.

Despite the fact that Gwyn and Love are the best of pals now, during their first encounter on the set of the 1999 movie Shakespeare In Love, the rocker was anything but polite to Apple and Moses’ mom.

“We were in an elevator and she was really horrible to me. And I was the biggest Hole fan of all time. I was devastated. Then she went on a drugs spiral,” the Oscar-winning actress reveals in the March issue of Elle UK.

Courtney later apologied for her behavior and the two became fast friends.

“When she got sober, she contacted me and was like, ‘I feel like I missed an opportunity with you.’ Then we just started texting and talking and now when she’s here (in the U.K.) she comes round. When we’re in L.A. we have dinner.”