Former supermodel Cindy Crawford opens up about the pressures of aging gracefully on the pages of the September issue of Redbook.

“I have cellulite,” the ’90s It Girl confesses.

“I admit it. But sometimes I just say, ‘Screw it, I am going to wear a bikini. I think I look good for my age. I am not 25; I am 43. That feels like a big pressure, especially when the National Enquirer is dying to get a picture,” says Cindy, who has two children with husband Rande Gerber.

“I am so aware that I don’t want to change the way I live because of that kind of attention. So you say, ‘Screw it. I am wearing a bikini, and I am not putting on a cover-up.’ You just brace yourself for a bad picture.”