After a eyebrow-raising performance at Tuesday evening’s British MOBO Music Awards, an ill Amy Winehouse left a toliet-filled with diarrhea in her dressing room. “It was such a shocking and sad sight. The bathroom in her dressing-room smelled really bad,” a MOBO mole tells the Daily Mail.

“The toilet lid was still open and, well, how should I put this…it hadn’t been flushed away. The floor was a mess too. It was a shame to see.”